Knowing this about myself now, I think back to when I was young and naïve and things would have happened if I had known. Or what would have happened ...ad he only realized that if he had just taken charge, I would have let him.SF --- Buena Vista ParkI celebrated my independence after turning 18 by traveling on my own to San Francisco. A little lost, I wandered into Buena Vista Park thinking it was Golden Gate Park. I noticed spray painted lambdas on the entrance pillars but had no idea they. This was like King Kong of being turned on. The Godzilla destroying Tokyo. Not the Big Foot or the Tinkerbell’s of being turned on. This was more of the blinding, lust crazed, I cannot think of anything else but dropping my pants in the middle of a lesson, legs up on the desk, fingers going wild who the hell cares if my students are watching I need relief and I need it NOW kind. It was one of those where my mind went to places it shouldn’t. Sex with any man who looked at me kind. Student,. She felt shy and my first kiss raised spark in her body.We were on highway with no lights. It was looking so haunted but I liked such areas. I removed my seat belt and came close to her, raised her face, and planted a kiss on my forehead. Her eyes were now closed. She was looking so cute and innocent that for a second I thought is it right what I am doing with her.But then I realized she also wants this and might be she is also missing this charm in her life. My lips now started moving on her. " I'm not a baby, mom!" Nicole said."Oh yes you are!" she said as she squeezed Nicole's hand. "When I'm 100and you're 84 and we're both in a nursing home, you'll still be my baby.So will Amber and Kayla."***** "Come on Sam, show us how you look!" Sara shouted as she and Nicolestood waiting outside of the changing room at the costume shop."He's really shy, you know!" she said to Nicole.Slowly Sam emerged, dressed in an Arabian costume."You look very nice, Alladin," Nicole.