Son he was totally naked. I was scared stiff and darted for the door. He lunged at me and caught me in a firm grip before I could even reach the door....He pulled me so hard that I fell on the floor and before I could recover he landed a fierce kick in my groins. I was thrown against The opposite wall so fierce was his blow. I shouted in pain hoping that at least one of my brothers in law would come to my rescue but none came. By y now my FIL was slapping me and kicking in great abandon.. I. The only thing keeping me sane is the thought of reuniting and comforting her and tending to her tiny, frail body.I was huddled in a dark corner, trying to sleep just to pass the time, when a great yell came from the other side of the door. I sat up and scrambled on all fours to the door to investigate further when the door swings open, the bright light exploding into the room.There in front of me stood a man in red and blue overalls and a moustache straight out of a 70s porn film.Relieved, I. Unfortunately the mental trauma didn't end there and although I've been to counselling sessions, I'm never able to get close to any boy or man without re-living the horror of that day. Nowadays, I shun all boyfriends.More recently I've seen a hypnotherapist and that is having more effect and I've started to see men in a slightly different light but haven't found a man I'm comfortable with. Several men in the works have asked me out but I politely told them to get stuffed and when that wasn't. So both of you are bearing little 'he and she' kids in your womb right now." "Finally, I'll tell you about dressing. This mixed-gender outfit is only for your SHA meetings; in fact, it's how SHA members identify themselves to each other. Most of the time, you should wear outfits appropriate to your apparent gender, which is your cases is both female. I'm sorry you had to expose yourselves to Lee at the front gate, but it's a security measure. We do that to insure males and females who don't.