But she had to, she couldn't leave him again without even saying something, it wasn't much what she'd wrote in the note but that was all she could say... Telling him the truth was an impossible thing, she had to go, or else she would have had to answer all his questions when he asked her about the past, and that was exactly why she'd left. How could she answer his questions? What would she say? Did she have the courage to go up to him and tell him something that might make him hate her or leave. I had been in love with Alice since sixth grade and we had gone steady off and on all the way through high school. Oh sure, there were others along the way, for both of us, but we always seemed to come back together and it was no surprise to anyone we knew when we got married. I did not want to lose her, and I hoped that she felt the same way about me.Just when things were looking their blackest an opportunity came up that offered us a chance to relax and enjoy a rare evening out together.. James asked, "You're gay right? What's it like doing a guy?"He was right, I was gay, everyone knew that. But I had never even kissed a guy, let alone had sex. I hesitated for a second, and decided honesty was the best policy."I've never done anything with a guy" I said in an embarrassed tone."That's a real shame," James said, "I've always wanted to know what it's like."He picked up my hand and started playing with my fingers, and my heart started pumping so hard it nearly burst out of my chest.. He shrugged it off, thinking nothing more about it."Come this way, Martha is inside," Dale told them leading us inside the house.We walked into the kitchen to find Darla doing some dishes. She was surprised to see so many people coming through her back door. She was even more surprised, even shocked, to see WHO it was.Darla was speechless for a moment. She was so caught off-guard she didn't seem to have a reaction. Her nervousness immediately became apparent."Hello Matt, Martha," Darla said,.