He was on his way and would be there in about 30 minutes. I figured I had some time I could leave or not answer the door, So I had a glass of wine an... took a shower to clear my head. Well he must have done 90 mph all the way cause as I stepped out of the shower the door to my house opened and I could hear him calling my screen name. I threw on my robe and walked into the livingroom there he stood just inside the door. What have I gotten myself into I thought as I looked him over. He was about. I don't know either if our marriage will survive this, but I am praying to God with all my heart and soul that it will. You have been, still are, and no matter what happens, always will be, the love of my life." You're a strong, good, decent man and a wonderful father. I just saw how tender and loving you were with Joey and it broke my heart to think that in one drunken thoughtless moment that I may have destroyed that as well. I know you are hurting, and you are lashing out wanting to hurt me. The task for you isto avoid getting hit by the balls. Don't worry if they do hit you, itwon't hurt as they are quite soft."He showed me the course I had to take and on his signal, I started myrun. The machines started firing balls at me. I don't know how I did it,but I kinda sensed them coming and weaved my way around them. Momentslater I had finished the course and hadn't been hit a single time.Mr. VanLeek congratulated me, "Well done, you're the first to completeit in this time without. "But you wouldn't have me working for you inside then. Someone toturn off the alarm, someone to let you in and open the safe," Michelleplayed all her cards.The guys thought about it for a second or two."Go get the cooze Nicky. If what she says is right then this job justgot a shitload easier," Vinnie said."And if it ain't?" Nicky asked."Then it's the East River for her." Vinnie shrugged his shoulders.Nicky's feet crunched in the snow as he went back to hut and helpedMichelle to the LTD. .