I think that is why I started losing interest.Enter Kavita.After about 3-4 months after it all started, Auntie had to go to Bengal for Dashahra. She t...ok leave from work for 3 weeks. She asked another kaamwali to substitute her while she was away. Her name was Kavita. She was 19 years old and was just starting to work at other people’s houses.Aunite asked her to come along with her for one-two days to understand everything properly. Manu was out, and Kavita was cooking while Auntie was sitting. At that point, Holly knew she was serious about Lenny and told him that she liked women, too. Glenda soon joined them, leaving me alone ... again.Part of me was glad that Holly had found someone before I did. The other part of me felt like I’d been punched in the gut. Still, I was happy for her. We both knew early on that we had no future together, no matter how much we wished we did.Oddly, Lenny and I got along well once he realized that I was serious about being a farmer, and that, while. We took a week of vacation from the wagon train, but that was long enough for Alice, Running Fox, and me to get antsy. Of course, the kids knew about the plan by now and were all for it. Elizabeth announced that she was going to be assistant cook—she was 7 years old by now and ready to assume the responsibility. It took an effort not to laugh, but we all kept a straight face and welcomed her aboard.Joe had always assumed that he would be a scout if and when we went out again, so he was happy,. My husband loved and respected you too much for me to even go that route.”I tilted my head up and knitted my brows, “Excuse me? I’m sorry; I believe you have the wrong person.”“No, it’s okay. He would always be so happy when he was going to see you. And when he came home after, he would beam.” Her eyes glistened and a tear fell accompanied by a sniffle.“I… I didn’t know.” A lump formed in my throat and my eyes burned.“Yes.” She wiped the tear away. “I was so glad for him. Oh, he loved you so.