’ ‘I hate you.’ I sigh peal off my last thread of dignity and jump into the shower. ‘I know you hate me now but you’ll love me in the morni...g.’ Lid yelled. I think I actually screamed when the water hit my wounds, but I never did cry. It was probably the fastest shower in my whole life, it probably only lasted about 3 minutes, enough to wash away the blood, when I got out Lid was no longer there. I really didn’t care, I knew she was somewhere and I wasn’t to eager to go seek her out. I wrapped. Did you use your hand or something else, like a hair brush? Ah, um, I used my hand . . . my fingers, she answered obviously embarrassed. Sarah, its ok. Just tell me what happened. Remember, I am not judging you at all. I am merely recording data. Now, did you masturbate frequently? Sarah felt oddly reassured and her voice became a bit more confident. No, I was nervous someone might hear me. So, Id say I only did it a couple of times a month, maybe less. I would touch myself when I was in the. Excuse the fuck out of me for trying to do you a favor.’ ‘Anissa, do you want to ride home with Daddy?’ I asked. Anissa nodded, but I got the sense that she was agreeing more to mollify her father than because she actually wanted to go with him. I gave her a hug and kiss and said, ‘Okay, call me if you need anything. I’ll be home at the same time as last year, right around three, before your sister gets home.’ ‘Okay. Bye, Mom.’ ‘I love you.’ ‘I love you too.’ She got into the truck with her. She pulled her mouth off of Amy’s mound and cried out to Diane,” Yes, yes, yes. My god, don’t stop. I ccccuuuummming.” Her body convulsed and a smile erupted across her face. Amy swung her leg over Kelly and stood along side the bed. The smells of sweat and sex were heavy in the room as Kelly rolled off of the bed and Diane lay down beside me. “Having fun?” she asked sarcastically through glazed eyes. She turned before she could see the pleading desperation in my face. With that, she lay back.