I was dizzy for a few seconds from the force of my orgasm and from unconsciously holding my breath while I was squirting. I was getting steadier with ...ach passing second; but I felt so tired that I decided to just succumb to the vertigo and laid down next to Meli's unconscious form. Finally, I pulled the blankets over both our naked bodies and cuddled up next to my young lover. And then I sighed and went to sleep."WHAT THE FUCK???"The male voice cracked in the air like a gunshot, loud enough. The day of the party I waited until early afternoon to shower and shave. Of course I shaved my legs and armpits. I decided to have a nice soakand filled my tub with hot water and scented oils. It seemed a good wayto get into the role I was about to play.I put on a robe and went into my living room to do my nails. I selectedan iridescent pink, understated but making a statement nevertheless.Afterwards I spent some time on my hair. It was shoulder length and Iwas able to style it with a flip. . I would say I don't know how to live. Things make me extremely sad out of nowhere. I... I don't want to talk about it. Do you mind?"My eyes are teary again. Why does he have this influence over me? I'm not used to crying in front of strangers. It can only be due to this circumstances, there's no other explanation."No. I don't mind. I don't think anything I would say could persuade you not to jump" he says looking down calmly."How did you get here?" I ask."I have my tricks" he says half. I love the way you move and swish your hair about and sway your body; love the way you tease me with your gyrations and turns, bending away from me, showing off your beautiful behind, lifting the skirt halfway and slapping each exposed cheek. The sight of the crease beneath your bottom and the sound of the spanks echoing round the room turns me on immeasurably."He paused for a moment and I breathed deeply, using his words to transport myself into the scene; to feel what it would be like to.