I remember, I could never forget. It was a long time ago wasn't it, but I think of you as if it were yesterday, you know." She put her hand up to stop...what I was about to say and I saw as she looked at me her eyes glistening in the sunlight, just a faint touch of moistness showing. "No, I will never forget, in fact," and she stood up so as to move and help hide any emotions beginning to surface, "recently you've been in my thoughts most days."She was behind me now and I felt her hands on my. ‘Yeah, well, it was a mess – believe me. So I got it cleaned, you know, professionally, while I was out yesterday.’ She shrugged. ‘They did a good job I guess.’ Ivy was standing at the kitchen counter, making coffee for both of them. He sat awkwardly and looked out the window of her high rise apartment, at the city that stretched out beneath them. It was quiet and grey in the 6.00 morning light. Suddenly Derek’s eyelid’s felt heavy as lead. The night on the bench had been peaceful, but less. I used to masturbate thinking about them. Once or twice she saw me peeping but never said anything.I got my luck because her husband was working abroad and after marriage she went there to stay for a few months. She came back in May as her visa expired. I started speaking to her again. Most of the time she looked sad because she missed her husband. I started giving her company. One day while speaking i asked her what she misses the most. She told her husband being next to her. I don’t know why. "What's your next bit of wisdom?" We swung up into the saddle after we were satisfied the fence wouldn't give way."The camper isn't soundproof."The fences were in good condition. We also tied flags along a route we thought might be a good riding trail. All told we were out for a couple hours, a lot of it spent laughing and joking with each other. I loved having times like this with my dad. Five girls were waiting in the barn when we got back with their hands on their hips."We thought you'd.