I moved over next to him and he took hold of my arms, pulled me next to him, "Kiss me" he demanded. I was taken aback a bit, despite the fact that I h...d been having sex with him since the day I saw him with mom, "Kiss me you whore" he demanded again and I knew to obey ( he had been drinking and I could smell the booze on his breath ) and leaned in and kissed his lips. We kissed for a few minutes, his tongue exploring my mouth, when I felt his hand go on my tits, caressing and squeezing. What did a gift like this really mean? I couldn't deny a sort of feline purr in the center of my self esteem and this was really a gift calculated to appeal to that feminine sense of luxury. A minute ago I was a blithe crossdresser and now I had one of the first accoutrements of 'kept womanhood' in my hand. I was suddenly in over my head. I also became aware that while I was having these thoughts an erection, and quite a raging one, had crept up on me, seemingly of its own volition. The raw. And was pleasantly surprised when she directed me to one area where there were quite a few of the big American and European magazines,saying that they were there for a while and were on special offer.They seemed to have a very large amount of pages but were wrapped in sealed plastic covers to stop people from opening them so I looked at the covers to see which ones I would choose,and being totally amazed by how graphic they seemed!There were pictures of the most stunning girls nude,and I was. The woman took the cum into her mouth showing the camera then swallowing it down showing her empty mouth as proof. I just watched the vid with my mouth open and my heart racing By the third video my hand had found its way inside of my panties and I had started to run my fingers along the lips of my pussy. Tenderly I ran my index finger around my clit, not touching it, just teasing it. At the end of the fourth vid, a video of a woman and a lab who fucked her solidly for at least 8 of the ten.