I’m sorry.” Then Kate said, “Forget. You just fucked me, Patrick and without my permission in my room. It’s unbelievable.” Then I said, “H...w the hell did you not know it was me? You said when I came in “You came, Patrick.” “When was that?” Then Kate said and continued, “I asked your brother Chris if you went upstairs and turned in for the night. You idiot.” And then I remembered when she started coughing. It was then when she didn’t complete the sentence. I knew right then that I fucked up big. It hurts me to know that I’m causing you pain.I’ve told you about the nightmares but what I haven’t told you is that they carry over into the day. I haven’t slept for more than an hour at a time for two months. I’m too scared to leave the house but I’m terrified at being here, too. I can’t live that way.I can’t stop reliving that day.I finally understand how betrayed you felt when the people you cared about let you down. I want to apologize for trivializing your feelings about Susan and Tara. I. She laughed and said its ok, tumhari girlfriend nahi hai kya? I said no. Isliye tum aise gur rahe the. I said yes aunty and I was about to leave.Par side table pe aunty ke bra aur panty dekhake wahi kada rahgaya. She realised after sometime and suddenly apni bra and panty uthake andar le gayi. I again asked her sorry. She was angry and bola ki you are very bad. Again I asked her sorry.She laughed and bola ki dont worry tumhe ladki milegi toh roz uski dekh sakte.Woh time tha jo mera kismat badal. " "Hey, thanks." Ryan looked surprised and pleased and stepped around the dishwasher to hug him. "I appreciate that." "Yeah, well, it's just true." Brody kissed her forehead before closing the dishwasher. He felt guilty for even asking and mad that he'd let Rick's drunken statements make him feel insecure. "Come on, there has to be a better way to spend the evening than doing dishes." He led her back to the living room. "I did go out with a couple of guys in other bands," Ryan said. "It never.