”“Girls don’t know, we both went with experienced older women who really knew what they were doing. Right Val.”“Oh yes, I think even you wou...d enjoy that Tanya.”“Thanks, that makes me sound like a prude.” The silence lengthened. “I’m not surely. Look I don’t dislike sex I am not even a virgin though I was drunk when I lost mine. All right I admit that I find the idea attractive in a disgusting kind of way.”The other three looked at her and came to an unspoken agreement. They had all finished. He knew his chances of finding a taxi on a night like this were minimal. So, on New Year’s Eve, while the New Town resounded with live jazz, and hip hop and African beats, and the revellers chattered and flirted and got drunk on mulled wine and champagne en masse, Lawrence ran stone sober through the streets, weaving his way in and out of party-goers and thinking only of getting home to be with Elena before midnight. Soon he was turning into Frederick Street, running down the steep hill towards. A spread of tea, eggs, bacon, bagels, cream cheese, muffins was before us. I was feeling heady and rambling about pleasure in Hegelian terms that disguised the facts from the ears of nearby customers simply having a cup of morning joe on an ordinary winter Saturday. In my mind, we were in the conservatory of an English summer house, flush with the animal joy of a bacchanalian nocturne and reveille; as we spoke, there sounded in the background trickling piano keys playing a piece by Debussy.. `You better eat that back up, puppy’ Nick orders me as he starts stripping off. I eventually manage to get myself together and start lapping up the puke from the floor. Once I’m finished he grabs hold of the lead, drags me over and gets me on the bench and ties me face down till all I can move is my head. My ass is exposed and by pulling my head up he’s got a direct line into my throat. He’s fuckin hot n that dick is a sight to hold. He dumps some powder into a water bottle and shakes it to mix.