Impractical pet, that I make. To have my love raining over you, in abundance, this is something you have come to expect. It isn't something new to you... as all the others before have given you the devotion you so require, but feel a thirst you cannot quite sate... The difference, however, with me is .. you can't quite understand what draws you back, time and time again. Imperfect, completely wrong, and utterly contradictory to everything I promise, you.. you desire me more than any of the others. I was not a fairy. I wanted to be as much of a girl as I could ever be, without changing my sex. Being a boy girl turned me on.Stan let one of his hands gently move down to my left side, and he gently caressed me, up and down my side. His hand felt so big and strong. His hand felt so hot, right through my dress and lingerie. Stan was certainly masculine enough for my tastes, and made me feel like a cherished girl.After a long time of kissing me and caressing me like that, I felt Stan's hand. .........I was 8, and being an only c***d, never had the opportunity to check out girls undies before going over to a friends house and him showing me his older sister's pair. It started as a joke, him wanting to show me how gross his sister was for having sk** marks in her panties! We had a good laugh and continued on with our day. That night however I couldn't get the thought of her panties out of my head. I began to get aroused thinking of her wearing them and making those nasty brown stains. ..I know," I sigh."We've been telling her this for years," Laura interjects, earning astern stare from her mother that silences her."And I'm obviously not happy that you're wearing my daughter's clothes,"Mrs. White says."They're cast-offs, clothes I don't wear anymore..." Laura says, beforeyet another stern stare silences her."Believe me, you'll get the chance to talk later," Mrs. White says toLaura, before turning back to me. "Even if they're cast-offs, I don'tlike you doing this- well, 'this'.