All that time. I even laid with my legs elevated afterwards to sell how hard I was trying to get us pregnant. And here you are, raising three children...of two other men. And now your girlfriend does the same thing to you. Just pathetic." God, you must have really hated me. What did I do to make you hate me so?" Hate you? I loved you with all my heart. I loved you more than anything. You were the most important thing in the world to me." You have a funny way of showing that, Betty. And you have a. " I giggled softly and teasingly asked, "Do you want to come over and stay overnight with me, we could find out." How did he touch your step-sister Frolic?" Bella asked again."Well….he used to touch her all over, her boobs, and put his hand in her panties and wiggle his fingers a long time….and put his thing in her mouth." OMG," Bella almost shouted, "You mean he put his thing in her mouth. Did he…." Not finishing her statement, she looked at me inquiringly."Yes, he like moved in and out of her. Still, I should have noticed that she wasn't acting her old self."I don't want to hear your excuses. It just happened. Bullshit. Maybe, if you had come to me, we could have prevented it."Who knows if that was true or not? Would I have listened to her? Really listened to her concerns and taken them seriously? I was so busy then, and frankly have never been a great listener. If she had come to me right away, would I have gotten us in to see a professional? Given the way I am, or was, almost. I’m not hungry anymore. How could I possibly eat knowing that something is ailing her? Look at her just sitting there and picking out the chocolate chips like she has no care in the world. This woman… ‘Are you going to tell me?’ ‘Nope. If it was truly serious then I would have, but there’s nothing to worry about. My parents are taking great care of me.’ -My parents are taking great care of me….sure. Why didn’t she tell me sooner? I know that I’m in the middle of constructing another gym over on.