Dated nice guys and tried to enjoy 'normal' straight sex. I did flirt around with girls on and off and although, by my late twenties, I had decided I ...as definitely more lesbian than straight, there was till something missing from my life. I finally discovered that I love ... no, need, to be controled and told what to do to really be fulfilled sexually.I love a beautiful woman to tell me how to dress, how to act, how to pose, in short I love for someone to take over control of my body and then. Jorr se hansne ki aawze aa rahi h..Me samajh gaya tha ki party shuru ho gayi h..Kamre se bahar jake dekha to niche party chal rahi h.It was normal party bt one thing was shockin..Didi ne abhi bhi un male frnds ke samne wo choti si black skirt pehan rkhi ti jisme uski gori janghe saf dikh rahi thi..Usse pehan k wo nach rahi thi..Kood rahii thi jisse uski panty bhi xpose ho rahi.Me dekh raha tha ki unme se ek ladka didi ki jangho ki teraf bar bar dekh maze le raha tha..Uska party pe koi dhyan. I couldn't handle it if all you did was try to take it out on me by fucking me with anger."My emotions were mixed up. I wanted her, but I wasn't sure that I wouldn't get angry about everything and end up hurting her like the last time. My indecision was excruciating. I finally decided that I wanted to make love to Sue, not 'fuck the whore'."Sue, will you make love with me?"The question hung in the air for a bit before she responded."Yes! I will make love to you John. I have wanted to do just. Ab mene unke boobs (jo ki cup shape me the) or unki nipple jo ki tight thi unko dabana shuru kiya mene unke nipples me kayi bites kiya jisse unhe itna maza aa raha tha ki unke mouh se jor jor se aahhhh nikal rahi thime dono boobs ko itne jor se daba k chuus raha tha ki vo white se laal ho gaye the or shweta ko bhi bahut maza aa raha tha .Ab me unke boobs se kiss karte hue nichhe k oor badha or unke budi me kuch deer tak kis kiya or dhere dhere unki yoni yane ki chuut tak pahuch gaya or dono.