Austin was coming back to pick up a few things and then drive me off to ballet practice and back, since my car had broken down. My sister couldn't tak... me because she had rehearsals. I knew what this meant. I put on my ballet stuff, my tight spandex leotard body suit, with no pants, and sat on the couch to cover my legs up from my sister. My sister was in the kitchen, making us some food before she left. I turned on Jersey Shore, not because I liked it, but because I thought the cast was soo. The craving got stronger and stronger and eventually I had to give in. I was hoping I would just get it out of my system but I also got so horny thinking that I'd get addicted.A few weeks ago I started putting out ads on craigslist; young looking str8 boy wants to try sucking dick; no kissing or reciprocity, I just want to get on my knees and suck your dick, must be discreet etc. I found a guy who was willing to give me what I wanted. He was 30 and lived nearby, good looking, and his dick was. I,ve always been an avid angler and fishing through the ice was one of my many loves and I was fortunate one of my families friends kept and ice shack on nearby Twin Lakes so as I had some days to kill time I borrowed the shack to fish main,y for the huge norther pike that lived in the lake. It was actually somewhat easier to fish through the ice as the chances of getting snagged in weeds or thick branches were always. In existent through the ice. The problems there were keeping the ice holes. The star spangled banner was sung and the game began. I felt aheaviness in my heart and knew that I just didn't want to be there. Tosay anything at that point would have been absurd. Aunt Melissa washere to cheer on Sam and Sally was here because I'd asked her to come. And now? Now I just wanted to be anywhere but here. Fortunately, the game was a quick one. Before I knew it, it was the topof the fifth. The Waves clung to a one run lead. I found myselfwondering if Dr. Feingold was in the.