They obviously planned this and had the money ready. Obviously money is no object. Now I'll change my IP address and everything and become anonymous t... them. I don't need some horny guy trying to stalk me."So, I was your first, you know, back there?" Yes, a lot of fingers and toys, but I always thought it hurt too much. I know you saw the gape and went for it. Good Boy! I could do it again for that kind of money!" She laughed but then turned serious, "Understand, outside of this persona, adult. "I love you, sis," Ted told me."I love you too," I told him.I knew that, I could see him saying that from a mile away, but I did not picture him suggesting this."Let me get you pregnant, Rita. I want to, I don't think we should wait," Ted suggested.I just had no idea what to say to that exactly. I loved the idea on the surface, but there was some deeper meaning."You wanna start a family, now?" I wondered."Yes, we love each other to no end, and I don't see the point of waiting. We can do this. At school that day I dreaded my third period history class. At last it arrived, and at first she avoided eye contact with me not knowing what to expect from me. Had I bragged to the other students? Would I make it obvious that I knew something about her that the others didn't know? But I acted as if we had never met and the rest of the class acted normal for boys our age, so she finally relaxed. After class I casually stopped by her desk and apologized for my unforgivable behavior. She had a. But that turned out to be another thing. Once upon a time Greta loved hearing about the kids and she loved participating in all the stuff they did. Damn, most married people know the routine, weekends and summers are always centered on what the kids were doing. Greta and I used to sit down with the calendar and pencil in all the stuff the kids would do; then we argue over who would watch what. I recall Greta used to like to take a folding chair to the lacrosse games and gossip with the other.