I told you, I reduced her to tears, and I still kept going. But whilst she was all raw emotion, I suddenly asked her if she still loved you. She had t...ars running down her face from me shouting at her, but she said, 'More than you can ever imagine', but that you were never to know. You had every reason to hate her and probably did. That you had your own life now, and she had no right to interfere. That you must never know. She made me promise never to tell you. She did admit that she had. ”“Fuck, fuck, fuck!“ moaned Fred. “He’s doing something to my hand!”“We don’t like guns,” I said.I walked over to Fred, who was still bent over, still scrabbling around trying to pick up his gun. I held up both hands to Phil.“I’m not a threat,” I said. “If I was a threat, you’d already be dead.”I leaned down, picked up Fred’s gun with two fingers. He stood up with me, looking furious and scared. I gently pushed his strong hand away from his body and put the gun back in his holster.“That’s where. " I'm on the phone mutherfucker! This shit's important."His buddy was persistent. "That's what I'm saying, dawg. You ain't doing her no good! Lemme in there while you on the phone, man! Y'feel me? I'll make it good!" I moaned in protest but only got the usual "MmmmFFFFf!" See, even she want it, man!" His buddy got up close to my face as Darnell withdrew his big black rod. I had a half-second to try and say something but I used it to catch my breath first. As soon as I could utter a protest,. This I was going to cover the roof with, once completed.In the next few days with the help of Hild all we did was dig, spread the soil, eat and sleep. At the end of each day we were so exhausted, that we just collapsed on to the bed and fell into a deep sleep. We left Jane to prepare the meals and keep the family home running.The best thing that happened was that Hild was teaching me her language a bit better than I was teaching her mine. She was a good teacher and every day my confidence grew.