We had talked about going to the same college and living together, and get married when we graduated. I felt like my heart was being torn from my ches.... While we hadn’t had sex officially, we did play with each other and used our mouths to satisfy each other. It was kind of funny to watch her as she tried to take all of me into her mouth and only get about half of it in. Karen my girlfriend wouldn’t let me have sex with her the usual way because she was afraid of getting pregnant. I tried one. The big king-sized bed was the largest bed I had ever seen. It seemed like a lot of bed for a single woman. My imagination had her naked waving to me to join her. There was a large seven-drawer bureau against one wall. I was nosey and looked into a drawer. It was full of bras similar to the one in the hamper. They were so soft. One of the other drawers was full of thongs and bikini panties. Mrs. Raven liked sexy lingerie.My mind was wandering. How I wished I could see her dressing or. She grabs and it and starts stroking it, but she can’t even touch her thumb to her middle finger around it. 'What a spectacular cock,' she thinks and tries to imagine what it would feel like to try to get it inside her pussy: how painful the initial stretch will be, how it would feel to calm down once it's fully inside, how full her vagina would feel with it, and how stretched out it would feel once they’re done. To help her imagination along, she wants to try and get it in her mouth. Amy licks. "How much you got Jerry?" Ben asked."I've got $2000 and can get another two by next week." There was a small inkling of hope in his voice."That will pay last week's and this week's interest," Ben stated. "What about the principal?" I can't get that for another month." Well you know the drill," Ben said. "Your interest is $1000 a week and if you don't at least keep that paid ... well you and I will have another discussion: a very unpleasant one. Give me the money." He took the $2000 from Jerry.