He won't understand. He'll think it's his fault." What are you going to do?" I'm going to have to tell him. I just don't know when or how."Our dinner ...as served and we ate in relative silence. I refrained from drinking anymore but the girls each had another. We left the restaurant and drove home. Trish wasn't in any shape to drive so we told her to stay.I went to the bathroom and took care of business. I came out and looked for the girls. I noticed the stereo was on as were the lights at the. And when I start to cry, I imagine you coming to me, wrapping your loving arms around me, and pressing your body into mine, conveying all your thoughts and emotions into me with a tight hug. My heart beats faster, I can feel my blood pressure rise, but if I could only feel you for real! Isn’t that the most cruel thing of all? That goddamned distance. If not for it, this would be so much easier. When we aren’t talking, I think of you. During my day, even as busy as it normally is, I find myself. I had a sudden yearning to come back out here alone and bring my father’s telescope. ‘How did you find this place?’ I asked him. He pointed to our left. ‘My grandmother is buried way over there,’ he said. I reached out and pressed his shoulder sympathetically. He continued. ‘I came here for her funeral two years ago, and I noticed it was very peaceful here. I mean, duh, it’s a graveyard. But I’d never thought about it before. I forgot about it, though, until my fiancé left me. One night, I felt. That was the first thing he noticed about her when he first met her. She was so tiny with the extra large hooters. He gave her a ride home that day and they had just driven a few blocks when he asked her to get naked. She stripped all her clothes off and he pulled the car into a vacant lot and pulled her close and kissed her mouth as he felt her tits. She did not push him away so he then began sucking each tit as he fingered her cunt. Her reaction was to spread her legs. He sucked each big tit.