I don't love you Peter." But you said you did, so many times. You said you were over him, and that you loved me now. You said we had a marriage that w...uld last a lifetime. You said it on every anniversary. It was your toast to me, to our love. And I believed you, but more importantly, you believed it as well, I know." I wanted to believe it. I tried to love you, but I never did. I said it to convince myself as much as you. But I didn't, I'm sorry." You lied!" He said it almost in triumph, but. I practiced ignoring her. It seems that never works. The harder I tried the harder I got until I'd run to the side and abuse the hell out of my interest ... and there was no possible denial ... I was interested. Grace was too.Several ... ok, ok, ok ... a great many ... all right!! EVERY night, sometime in the night, I would wake up slowly ... a small hand grasping ... you know where ... and the only way she would let go is when I came. And she would softly giggle and deny it in the. "I'll just comb it through and get rid of any snags. My instructionsare to keep it simple because as a poor immigrant girl, you can'tafford expensive hairdos, and you'll need to be able to look afteryour hair yourself. If I do more to it, it'll be obvious you've had aprofessional styling. But you do need to know how to keep it undercontrol, and out of your face while you're working."She reached for a book with colour photographs of girls with a varietyof simple hairstyles. Well she claimed. "Then what about your judge?"Katya snorted in disgust. "This is Wyatt Snelling. I actually had somecloser experience of him when I was hired -when I was just straight outof law school- by the law company where he was a partner. It was myfirst job so I was, you might say, young, keen, na?ve and eager to fitin. I had to suffer his comments on my clothing, then comments about mypreparation of cases, my manner in court, even occasionally commentsabout whether women should actually be in law! At.