My grief was worsened tenfold by having to keep my dark secret of having my grandmother as my first lover.As we cleared her house out i was given the ...ob of taking her clothes down to the charity shop, she was always smartly turned out and there were some nice clothes that would really be appreciated so it felt her death was doing some good, and i was o.k until i got to her underwear drawer and amongst the items were worn and unopened items of hosiery that i always remember her wearing even in. We all laughed at her little joke and continued the evening, when about 10 minutes later her friend said, ‘Right, we are off to a night club. Do you want to come?’ Katya said, ‘No, I have to be up for work.’ She said she would go home after her drink. Her friends got up and left and after she had finished her drink, Katya got up and said she was going home now. I offered to walk her home. She said she hardly knew me but accepted my offer. It was then when she stood up and the light shone on her. Jill had Jamie take a bath in lavender to smell as a girl should. While in the tub Jill made sure that Jamie shaved in all the feminine areas. Jill then took Jamie to her room too get dressed for her coming out. What was laid out for Jamie was very little Jamie was to be dressed in a garter belt and sheer stockings no panties or bra a very short skirt that just covered Jamie"s little clit any wrong movement Jamie"s little clit was on full display for all to see. Jill made sure Jamie took her. I had worked out that if I pushed it to my side, it disappeared. It was still there when I told it to reappear.I didn’t really push the pace, as I was enjoying my day off. Well, I didn’t think I had. I expected it to take me about three hours give or take, to cover the almost 14km trip, as there were a lot of hills to navigate.I was surprised it was still only mid-morning, and it had taken just under two hours. I was starting to realise that the bling was affecting me, as I could not come to.