After that day I always thought of Robby as the sexiest guy I'd ever known. I guess he was at that point in my life.That is until I met Louis. That fi...st night at the party he came on to me strong. It was like he was zooming in on me to the exclusion of everyone else at the party. I don't even remember what happened to Jane, she just disappeared and it was just Louis and I for the rest of the evening.He took me back to the dorms that night and he kisses me good night. I can remember that first. .not such a good idea lol I realize these days I do not want to be a woman just like women's panties and certain clothes and wigs.this also brings up another issue that was unresolved form my early twenties and that was my attraction to transsexuals. instead of exploring why I have felt these thoughts feelings I harbored them. I hid my feelings not only from my family but also my friends. I became the closet cross dresser who was also attracted to transsexuals keeping it under lock and key in. My tongue finds the folds between your lips and dives into your slit, pumping your pussy. I hold you still and pull your clit with my lips from your hood. I want you to cum now so I grab your tits through your top and start squeezing and pulling your nips hard. I hold your clit between my lips and flick my tongue over it faster and faster, loving the moans that are escaping from you as you near another orgasm. My mouth is tiring quickly and you are so close to cuming that I grab a handful. And thenwhen he moved back, I noticed him pick up a pillow to put on his deskchair! "So, listen, " I said, lowering my voice, "what's going on?" "Okay, I'll tell you, but never tell anyone else, okay? I gotspanked, okay?" "Wow, that isn't from a month ago is it?" "No stupid, last night! I get it every Friday night. Every male inmy family gets it every Friday night! It's like a tradition. I knewabout it of course, but Mom said except for occasional behavior discipline, it.