I sat beside her n asked her what’s d matter y is she crying? She said her hubby doesn’t love her n stays in Bangalore with another lady. I asked ...he reason she said she could not conceive even after 8 yrs of married life. He has not divorced her but sends lot of money to her for all d luxuries in life.She said I need love Lalit ji, paiso se main pyar kaise kharidungi? I felt very bad for her. I said there r lot of doctors who could help her in conceiving. She said they consulted all the. Friday School started and I had no friends I made no bones about it that I hated this place and wanted to go back home. Dad said that was not going to happen so that I should just make the best of it. Well that pissed me off so I went for a walk around the neighborhood . I had only walked about a hundred yards when a voice hey good looking where did you come from. I looked up to see two boys about eighteen sitting on the porch drinking a soda both were very handsome one black and the other. The vibrator bringing me closer to another orgasm. My body on automatic and my brain was gone and feeling like it would never be able to return.I don't remember them leaving but I found myself naked on the couch in front of the picture window. The blinds still open. The dirty condoms on the floor next to me. His van was gone, leaving me exposed to every passerby. I closed the blinds in embarrassment, humiliated by my own weakness. Slowly I got the house cleaned up and back to normal before my. But the truth was she needed someone else tocare for her if she couldn't. If Holly was left alone by herself, LPSwould get involved and remove her to a worse place. A nanny orbabysitter wasn't a better solution than the daycare either.She wanted to grab her in her arms and just hug her and tell her it wasokay... but she knew that because of today it wasn't. They couldpretend all they wanted at home, but it was unlikely to last past thedoor of the house.The rest of the meal continued in silence.