And it even felt nicer for me without, even if it was then more messy and he did not last as long. Something about feeling his bare skin rubbing again...t my insides just felt better, even if it was all in my mind.I smiled at the memories as I made my breakfast. I was doing some bookkeeping when Mark called, and he said the event was a success. He asked if I could meet him that night, and I put him off until Monday night. “I got a lot to do, I hope you understand. I gotta finish this, then write. We went from a brotherly partnership of equals to one of celebrity and celebrity friend. I never let the success get to my head. I know people can turn on me at any time. If I were stupid enough to date some woman who would falsely accuse me of assault or something worse, if some female teacher or female student accused me of harassment, if some White person accused me of robbing them, I might lose everything. Black male and Black female celebrities sometimes forget that they’re Black and will. Why? Well, at one time the Fourth of July was a day of family picnics, barbecues, and families setting off fireworks with friends in celebration of declaring independence from England. Then it became a day of public firework displays. When budgets got tight the public displays of fireworks disappeared. If you wanted to watch fireworks, you sat in front of the television. Of course, near pornographic shows, lame comedies, and reality shows that had little to do with reality-dominated television.. My legs were very sore and my back was hurting from standing so long. “Good morning nigger, I would have come down earlier, but I was really hungry so we went out to a late breakfast, hope you don’t mind”. Jen unlocked the cuffs and cage and ordered me to my knees while she made my food. “Oh my, this dog food smells terrible and it’s all you ever eat. I couldn’t imagine eating the same thing everyday, I mean my omelette was tasty, but everyday”. Jen sat and rested her barefeet on my back as I.