"I look up, see the horses and notice something else. I ask Emanuel, "Who's watching the news van."He looks around and yells, "Shit! Not again!"Presen... – Stacy – In the bushesWhat the fuck! Did I just hear something about this fight being taped? I decide it's time to end this bullshit fight so I do what Ben would do, I knock that damn nosy news bitch out! Jump up and see all the bastard men are leering at me and sure enough the camera is running and the little bitch's husband is filming the. Feeling the quite hit me, almost as a physical thing. Have you ever been in the deep mountains? Heard the deep silences? Then pile on top of that a heavy winter snow storm? The only thing you can hear is the soft whistle of the snow falling through the air. All else is muted, silent. Like the deep silence of the heart. Where all your secret dreams are kept. The ones you never want to tell anyone for fear they may look at you funny. Or perhaps because you fear if you tell someone they won't come. “Take care of yourself, Mr. Thomas. Be careful ... please?” the doctor said.Sheila took the chair and Stuart and Peter helped me in it. I saw Lily’s eyes filling up and I asked her to sit on my left leg, which she very carefully did, kissing me on the cheek.“Let’s roll Autobots,” I said to laughter from all around.“So now, you are Optimus Prime?” Stuart said.“That would make you Ultra Magnus, wouldn’t it?” I said back to him. “Why weren’t there ever any female Autobots or Decepticons, in the. A small crowd of people had begun to gather around us expressing their shock and sympathies, the couple that I had rushed past earlier among them. ‘Tough luck son,’ the old man said. Placing a gentle hand on my shoulder, he tried to comfort me. ‘But sometimes, miracles happen…’ Rising to my feet, I barely heard him. With my dog’s lifeless body at my chest, I took Scrappy by the leash in my other hand and started home, weeping as we went. Scrappy jumped and pawed, whining at my knees the whole.