"I was broken a long time ago, long before we met."I'm sorry,"I love you,"Julie."She printed the note, and then stapled the lyrics page, torn from the...first CD liner, to the bottom of the note. It was Macy Gray's "The Letter."At the top of the page, she wrote simply, "Mom." She took a highlighter, and applied it to the words:"Mama don't be sad for me"Life was a heartache, and now I'm finally free."Then she stapled the page from the second CD to the bottom of the first. It was REM's "Everybody. I did, and I still felt the pain, but I could deal with it. I could separate it from myself for a little while, and look at it like it was someone else’s.” “So, what you are saying, is that I should… get fucked up.” Kiera tried to keep her face compassionate and understanding, but it broke into a laugh. “Yes, Arbor,” she sighed, “you should get really fucked up.” I nodded, taking that instruction to heart. “I do not know how to get fucked up. Will you get fucked up with me?” “You know, getting. ” She knew she was adding insult to injury but confronting a bully was in her view the only way to deal with one. Face them down and they usually fold. It was a chance she had to take.Vlad lunged for her and grabbed her arm roughly, pulling her to him. “You are no printsessa (princess).. You are just a blyat (whore) like all the rest of them. You’ll do whatever I want or I’ll give you a lesson that you’ll never forget,” he shouted.Just then Dimitri came through the door. “What the fuck do you. I want to fuck and be fucked. It gives me not only great pleasure but also affirmation as an attractive and desirable woman. I do all that I can to assure that I will not "go gently into that goodnight."I particularly love to fuck much younger men preferably large and well endowed young men. At the same time I don't dismiss for dimension where imagination and enthusiasm compensate. If I can bring them to like minds with me (as I do) I get my greatest pleasure in taking on a pair at the same.