And grayer. And cold, sad. I beckon you to me and you climb onto my lap. My arms encircle you as you curl up. I feel larger than I am. Stronger. I hol... you, stroking you hair and back through your sweatshirt. You are shivering. You may be crying. There is wetness seeping though my shirt. I hold you and rock a little bit until the shaking stops. I will my warmth into you, breathing slowly, holding and stroking. In time - how much doesn't really matter - you sigh. I feel an ember of warmth. He was living in town in a nursing home. He'd never walk again. Once I came back I made sure that he made it to the table for Sunday dinners. He bitched a lot about it, but I could tell that he appreciated getting out of that place regularly, just by watching his face.Despite my patent annuities, I wanted to increase my income and working on the farm just wasn't doing it. Brother Tom wanted no part of farming--he didn't want to work that hard for a living. I talked it over with mom and pop.. So she asked me what the problem was. I didn’t answer anything. She said okay .then she switched on the TV and said to me to watch it for some time so that I can relax. I put on the star channel. There was a film running. In that film a ****ing scene appeared .we both were watching it. I immediately go hard on. Since I was wearing a shorts I could not hide my erection. I looked at her she was watching that scene very eagerly. After that was over she said that she is going to prepare some tea. ...more alert.....five....you're awakening.....four.....more and more alert....three.....you're nearly awake.....two.....coming to a waking state, one....open your eyes, you are fully awake now. You feel very refreshed and very, very excited sexually."* * * * * * * * *When I opened my eyes it was as if nothing had happened and I continued my conversation with them where I had been told to relax. I was so extremely hot and horny that I was trembling, and my pecker was distended to a state.