As I memorise the list of drinks I stand and move towards him, I look up and my eyes connect with his and then I am standing next to him looking up in...o his eyes as I say"Excuse me" Yes?" he answers in a husky voice."Um... I need to get to the bar," I laugh"He moved back to give me room, not looking embarrassed at all at his mistake, confidant in his actions, not cocky just self-assured.I ordered the drinks and turned to meet his gaze."Anything else?" the bar man asked."Would you like a drink?". Kya fluffy aur soft gand thi. Unke muh se, “Oohhh” nikli aur main sorry bol ke chala gaya.Raat ko jab hum khana kha liye tab woh neeche zameen par baith ke TV dekh rahi thi aur main bed pe. Tab maine socha ki kyu na inko bataya jaye apne dil ki baat. Toh main bed se neeche utar ke unke bagal mein baith gaya. Woh thoda dur hati aur boli, “Babu yaha kyu baith gaye upar baitho.”Main bola, “Mujhe kuch baat karna hai aapse.” Toh woh boli han bolo toh maine unka hath apne hath pe liya. Par woh apna. My heart pounded so hard that it felt audible, my palms were slick with sweat, and I was a literal hot mess. I calmly reminded myself to relax. I secretly hoped my nervousness would not send him running back to the hills of North Carolina. After months of anticipation, I ran to greet him like I was the lead role in a romantic movie and I then proceeded to give him the most awkward peck on the lips ever. Seriously? That was the best I could do for a first kiss? I didn’t know then that it would. What enchanted me most was the very distinct smell of piss permeating in the room.At a glance, there were at least two dozen men in the room. As I scanned the room, I took in all the action that was happening.To the left of me, a man sitting in the piss trough, with a guy skull-fucking him. A little further on from this setup, there was another guy who was lying flat on his back in the channel, being pissed on by two other men at the same time. On the opposite wall, a guy was secured to one of.