I won’t risk losing you.’ Carol and I danced the next slow song. She looked at me and asked, ‘Are you jealous? There can be no other love in my ...ife than you.’ I couldn’t explain my sudden feelings of insecurity or the painful realization that some of our adventures created the circumstances for a romantic entanglement. After the dance I went to get us some drinks. I got waylaid by some friends and about thirty minutes later came back with the drinks. Carol wasn’t there. I looked all over the. .... you like watching me?" she asked very shyly. "Yes, I did." "You're a very pretty girl." "Would you...................uh!!!!!!!!!!!.......would......................No I can't............. Kathie turned away from me and I touched her arm asking, "what's the matter?" "You obviously want to say something." "Well,..... uh!!!!!!....... I was going to say,.....Would you show me what to do." Kathie turned away again, then looked back. "You've always been so nice. I know you wouldn't hurt. I looked back at the screen just in time to see Jerry Mouse look at the camera and shrug.I snorted at the perfect timing of that and nodded to him."Yea, I agree. Fucked if I know."I got up, went to the kitchen and poured out the last of the coffee. Carrying it with me, I went to her door and knocked."Go fuck off!" Peace offering." I said through to door. My finger tips lightly scratch the door.After a moment she opened the door, and I waved the cup in front of her face, while blowing the scent. I groan as as my fully erect penis probed it’s way into the back of this gorgeous woman's throat. I glance over to the three sided mirror and enjoyed ‘the look of her bare, dark-skinned breasts as the move and sway to her head bobbing. this is supposed to be a 'quickie,' but I love the feeling of being treated this way so much that to stave off the inevitable, my mind goes back to the beginning,,, ***Since my wife had passed, our some had made a point of spending a lot of weekends with.