"F?r die Feier habe ich dir entsprechende Kleidung heraus gesucht undbis dahin leiht Tanja dir ihre Sachen aus", erkl?rte sie mir."Kann ich den nicht ...is zur Feier meine normalen Sachen tragen?", flehteich sie an."Nein, du musst dich ja an weibliche Kleidung gew?hnen und bis dahingeh?ren Rock und Strumpfhose zu deiner normalen Bekleidung", fuhr siefort.Egal welche Ausrede ich auch vorbrachte, es gab keinen Ausweg f?r mich.Nichts und niemanden konnte Mitter nun noch von ihrem Vorhabenabbringen.. I took a final drag on my cigarette and flicked it off of the balcony. I blew out the smoke when James reached up and grabbed my wrist. He pulled me toward him and spun me around. He pushed me onto the tabletop and I heard him unzip his pants. “It’s broad daylight baby. You can’t do this.” I told him as I struggled to stand up, pushing back against his weight. “You’re naked out here every day. Everyone who lives here knows you’re a whore and I’m sure they’ve seen more.” he told me into my ear. I interrupted him. "Lyle, I am totally screwed up, but I do know that what occurred last night was not rape. Where did you come up with that? I kept my mouth shut all evening, partly because my head was totally screwed up and partly because I didn't want to confuse the police with any conflicting testimony, but Shelly wasn't raped. She participated willingly - even eagerly. She just couldn't wait to rub my nose in it, as you heard in that tape," I ended bitterly.Lyle waved my objections away.. She turned back to her friend. “What does that mean?” Her friend shrugged and looked to the others for support. “I mean, you and Eric here, you two make a pretty cute couple. Lots of people would make the assumption that you two are together.” Tracy thought about what Pam had said. She honestly didn’t know what to make of it. What did it mean that people thought she and Eric were a couple when actually they weren’t? She again looked towards Eric, wanting to catch his eye, but he suddenly.