Later when it was bedtime she said to my mum me and chris are going to sleep in the "new"fold down bed in the back room my mum said thats ok so later ...hen every one whent tobed my sister joined me in the fold down bed we lay like spoons in the bed she said chris i need a cuddle so i put my arm over her and she sys cuddle me tighter so i did then she asked me what i new about sex i said i ont no much but i saw pictures of a man licking a womens fanny she asked me if i would do this to her so i. From that point on, every moment was consumed with endless agony. There were not even moments of escape.Days passed as I struggled. I struggled to sleep. I struggled to get up. I struggled to get dressed. I struggled to get along with the normal tasks during the day. I struggled to stay “normal” with my family; and I struggled to deal with the endless hours of sheer terror.My fear was constant. What could I do? Where could I go? I had no one to talk to. Just think about it. Who among my family. I put my hand down my shorts to adjust my growing hardon. Carroll smiled.I can't tell you how many times I needed to be fucked, ravaged but I was afraid to come over.Why? I'm home alone jacking off to porn wasting my cum in a Kleenex. We could have helped each other out.Well I didn't because I was afraid things would get weird or you may get possessive if I ever found a guy.I can understand that. I often wondered what it would be like to fuck you.Why didn't you make a move?Our age difference. I. After all that was done I grabbed my book and sat reading on my bed for about an hour. I set down my book and turned my light off and laid down to go to sleep. I fell asleep almost instantly.....I think. but I was asleep for about hour befor I heard a womans scream. I ran out into the hallway and saw the blonde woman running down the hallway with tears streaming down her face. At the same time the Army Lieutenant emerge from his room with a look of rage and puzzlement on his face.I ran down the.