I began HRT -- hormone replacement -- and gradually blossomed out as a young woman. Later I was castrated then underwent SRS and became what I am now ...- a living breathing loving woman -- the woman with whom you have been living for many months. I love you Jay! I want to marry you! I cannot marry you without revealing my history -- it would be unfair and deceitful if I did not fully disclose my past."Silence. Deep frightening silence!I started to tear -- to cry. I wept.Jay took me in his arms.. And, I was confused. Who was this man? This couldn't be my quiet, loving, gentle touching husband. The husband, whom just a few minutes ago, I was afraid to find me dressed like in this filthy costume. What possessed him to be so bossy now? And to call me a "bitch"?He left my clothing half hanging from my body. I felt his hand pressing down, forcing me lower to the floor. Oh my God. Was he forcing me to kneel?My body dropped lower. My stockinged knees hit the cold hard tile. My lower legs and. I had a shock of a lifetime as that was my first scene where I saw my elder sister changing her dress semi naked. I had covered my blanket fully till my face so I could peep and enjoy the view. She dropped her towel down facing towards wardrobe and I saw her back for the first time. I literally imagined girls in porn videos and these teenage girls have very fair back without even a single scar. I had an instant erection and I was on cloud 9. It was very erotic and I was like I have to feel her.. Elena, she tell me they are from Moldova and I don't even know where the fuck that is, but I do know that Stavros has a big villa there for special deals."I found out that the two brothers, Mihai and Vladimir came from the same village on the Ukrainian border where Stavros's villa was located and that they were the second generation of their family that owed him their loyalty. They were big boys with happy faces. I suspected they were a bit heavier handed than just innocent young lads looking.