We didn't go down on eachother or anything like that. But we did get pretty huggy and kissysometimes and I found I was enjoying her holding me and car...ssing me theway I couldn't stand my husband doing it to me those last couple ofyears.But I was getting more and more confused. What the hell was I, anyway?Finally I up and put it to Vivian in plain down-to-earth terms."Am I a lesbian or what? I don't really know what I want any more. Ithought it would be a big relief with my husband gone but now. He was obviously a pervert. Who could do something like that? He must be crazy. And somebody must be shielding him. Someone must know who it is and what they are doing.We'd all sat around in the living room listening to her sounding off about how she didn't understand how any girl could let a man do that to them. She'd sat on the floor, arms and legs folded, nodding her head as she made her points emphatically in a high pitched voice. It was funny really; this slight, slim girl in her jeans and. We’re just gonna hang out and maybe try and get lucky. As you can see, most of the customers here are of the male persuasion. The few girls here are almost all with someone. The odds aren’t in our favor.”Terrell is Carl’s only child. He drive’s Carl crazy. I guess he’s supposed to. It’s what teenagers do, right? But I’ve always gotten along well with him, probably because raising him right isn’t my job. Terrell tells me things he’d never tell his parents and he trusts me not to rat him out. I. .. she enjoyed receiving it.? That didn't change after we were married;disappointed, I never pushed the issue. ?Lisa decided to grow her hair outto all one length, being tired of the bangs and layers.? I supported and encouraged her in this. Ipreferred this style of long hair on women, especially my woman. By 1997, Lisahad beautiful thick, waist length red hair. Lisa's hairdresser Susan did amarvelous job. It was well cared for hair, precisely cut and styled, to all onelength, cut blunt and.