Somewhere during our chatting I started to get hungry, so James and I agreed to go to his favorite restaurant, The Texas Roadhouse, to get some chow. ...ell James directed me to his bathroom. I grabbed my suitcase and decided on wearing a cute and comfortable little summer dress. It was a simple light blue ensemble that I knew would turn James’s head. I wore a pair of simple white flip flops with it. The light colors were sure to bring notice to my dark tan, as well as, my dark hair. I clipped my. She wondered why. Now her very being was quivering, like a hound at the leash. Here was the enemy, perhaps the very one who had taken her man. She could kill him easily – he was weak and could barely stay awake long enough to feed. Yet something else held her back. Here was a young man, vulnerable, sick, far from home. Some other instinct cried out within her to nurse and nurture. How could this done with hate? She muttered to herself as she went about her chores. She heated water and bathed. Maybe, if she put her thoughts down in writing, he would think again, and not push her away."My Blue-eyed devil,How can I tell you what is on my heart, without hurting and crying? A part of me wants to get to know you and fall deeper in love with the other side of you (the one I do not see in bed). I want to scream, "Why not?Then I rationalize things and tell myself, I understand. Until the next day, then I miss you once more and start crying again. Damn-it, I wanted you to be my love, the only. There were some faces in the group that I didn’t know but that really didn’t matter much, because chances were I’d be back at work tomorrow and not remember them at all. One thing was on my mind as I drank was I needed to devote some time to finding a regular girlfriend or a female friend with benefits. Going weeks with out sex was making the time I wasn’t working miserable because I wanted to get laid. I was drinking to excess and tossed the keys to my car to one of my friends who was talking.
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