The six lowest scoring entrants at this point would be accepted in to the Golden Palace harem as hostesses to entertain distinguished guests of the Em...r. The top four entrants would participate in the semi-finals during which marks would be added for the woman's grace and elegance and the Emir's pleasure during her public defloration. Finally, the two top candidates would each spend a night with the Emir and the winner would be announced. The two losing semi-finalists and the loser of the final. I could see where this was headed so I didmy own work on this. I found voice coaching for transwomen on theinternet and worked diligently to get it right, but I did not discuss itwith Siobhan.My facial stubble returned a little so we both realized that I wouldneed more radical work to stop me developing a five o'clock shadowaround five o'clock. That, and the full body wax was the hardest thingabout "my transition". But when the inflammation had subsided and themoisturizers had done their. She would lay her hand against an object like a tree, sign something but I was never sure if she was saying “tree”, “bark” or “wood”. I felt incredibly stupid. Despite my usual frustration it was a wonderful afternoon that was less about learning and more about just enjoying her company.Sign language is far more than just positioning the fingers and hands. Much of the actual communication is done through facial expression that adds nuance and meaning to specific signs. While I was mostly lost. I lead her to my bed room, I walked in and sat on my bed all the things I was told was spinning in my head, been out for three months, I’m a girl now, been having anal sex with Danny, and apparently like it. I just shook my head. “Now, now Paulina, it’s all okay, I need to show you something”, she said as she rose from the side of my bed. Lifting her skirt, Auntie Jean showed me behind her black panties was a bulge, she smile and said, “we’re alike Paulina, I know what you’re going through.