We had suffered a lot of cancelations before we met John. John contacted us one evening while we tried to make dinner, he was polite in his introducti...n to us something that goes a long way with us. His profile was very well done had a lot of information about himself. One part that caught our eye and discouraged us was his sexual preference was listed as straight. We had been swing for about 6 months and Angel had, had a chance to explore her bisexuality with the couple, but all the men we had. " Gemma laughed, and I couldn't help but be intoxicated by her delightful face. A face that had by now cured my inability for eye contact such was its splendour. "It fooled Sally," Gemma mysteriously added."But she was in on it." Gemma giggled some more. "You don't understand, the ruse was that I'd pretend to be panty-less to tease you, but really be wearing them all the time." I still don't understand?" I really wasn't wearing any panties. I told Sally later I wasn't wearing anything. The last time I dared glance through the dusty beams which criss-cross my would be window, I viewed a world mostly unaware of my plight. The events which had transpired, transforming those I once knew into unspeakable nightmares, had not changed the landscape. The same rolling hills and fields (though now they lay un-sewn) rippled in the breeze which traveled the world as they did when I was a girl. The clouds moved unendingly onward. Insects buzzed, flowers bloomed. The end of the world was,. I let out a shuddering breath as I walked along, staring at the ground and remembering…. ***** It had been warm. Sunny – the bright light shining through the sparse leaves of the trees. I’d walked for a while – knew were I was going. Tried to fool myself into thinking I was just walking. But I knew why in the back of my mind. I was getting away from everyone else, getting away from prying eyes. Even though my fifteen year old body was growing in ways I couldn’t really see everyday, it was.