Our erect dicks were pressed together and Jerry moved slowly against me, rubbing his cock against mine. I loved the feeling and began moving back agai...st him, catching his rhythm so that we were moving in near-perfect synchronization. I rolled Jerry on to his back, wanting to be on top. Moving my hips with the same rhythm we’d had together, I rubbed my cock against his. My friend and I stared into each other’s eyes. A powerful orgasm began to build inside me, growing more and more intense until. Then she smiled."Well, look at you," she said. Her voice sounded pure and sweet, "All grown up."She slowly turned and faced me still holding the garment in front of her before letting her arms drop to her sides. Under the bright store lights, it was the first proper chance to look at her in the flesh.Oh. My. God.She was absolutely stunning. The most beautiful thing I had ever seen.I couldn't speak. Everything within me just caught in my throat as I stared into the purest, deepest pair of blue. We’re all going to be good friends. These guys are both clean, recently tested negative, we only play with each other. They’re both married, and, I am happy to announce, am now engaged. Both Rob and John stopped what they were doing to me, and shook Jim’s hand and congratulated him. They turned back to me, caressing me, as Jim moved forward, and began kissing me again.As he kissed me, Jim was undoing the buttons on my shirt, then my belt and zipper on my pants. Rob and John began taking my. ‘Chayne that is very interesting, what gave you the idea to record these events?’ Well Dr. B I am so disconnected from myself when I am allowing these men to use me sexually and I have no idea how to manage stress properly so I figured if I look at my sexual activity in black and white I will have more insight. That is just how I feel about it anyway. I feel as if I am spiraling out of control and I know rock bottom is soon to follow but I still cannot get off the train. It is a very helpless.