Corporal in tow, Gavril went to the quartermaster and requisitioned supplies. They were going deep into the jungle again, well within the borders of t...e Meat Grinder as this sector had been labeled of late. They would land at Forward Base Charlie and patrol a specific area for three days, coordinating with adjacent squads. The platoon was to make their way to a scraped hilltop and await evacuation by thropter. Track and kill all nasties in their sector. They were the same orders as the last. Snow covered the suitcase sized screen. I double pressed the rewind button and took the opportunity to make my tea. While I was adding milk the tape's whirl clunked to a stop and then I heard the machine begin playing. There was some cheesy music, not his style at all, and some muffled dialogue. I couldn't make it out.I walked back from the kitchen to a scene, seemingly across half the wall, of a crowd of naked men around a single woman on her back. I didn't initially recognize what I was. In this dream, I don't rape you. Everything is still the same, but in my dream, you want to do it as much as I do. When I have this dream, I always wake up crying, and calling your name." I didn't want to do it! I don't want you dreaming about me that way. You raped me, and I want you to always keep that fact straight in your mind. I'm not going to let you pretend that it was anything different than that. It might have turned out just like you dreamed about, but only if you'd waited until it. The person I spoke to on thephone said to come as who I thought I was.In the morning, after a remarkably dreamless night, I putmy favorite pink jumper in a bag and put on white tights togo with it. I had on a loose sweatshirt to cover my bra.When I got to the office, a girl showed me to a room andsaid to get dressed, as I wanted. I put on the jumper andwaited nervously.A woman of about 30 came in and said her name was Carol andthat Amy was a friend who had filled her in. She said thatit was.