Here was the essence of femininity. No big, bulky desk for Corky; just a nice wonderful sense of self-assurance that I wished I could carry with me b...ck to my own life. It wasn't an ego thing...I just realized how comfortable she was with who she was, and wished I could know thatsatisfaction. But could that ever happen, unless I stayed inside one of these programs forever?Over the next couple of hours, I went through Corky's files and notes, absorbing as much as possible about what *I* had. As I sat down Emma told me one of the women on the dance floor had asked her how to attract me. When I looked over to the group of women she indicated, I said it was time to leave. Emma joined me, something we had done before since her flat was only a short detour from my route home.It was a warm summer evening without any wind, a rarity in northern England, so it was pleasant to stroll back. I explained why I was not attracted to the women in the club. I found clever women sexy because, I. In fact you are a very beautiful young girl," I said with a slight quiver in my voice. Oh my! Was I getting turned on!Cheryl gently laid her cheek against mine and we stayed that way until the demonstration was over. The finale had red, green, white, blue and yellow fire exploding across the sky just like the orgasm I was soon going to have masturbating when we got to my place. I would excuse myself and go in to the bathroom and do the dirty deed before I did something I might regret.I held. I felt very horny but was very embarassed of it. And he told me to get up. He asked me to suck him which i disagreed and he treatened me to do it or else he will tell everyone that you were having fun on my lap. I disagreed again but i was really horny and was in an really stressfull situation. I said " i can continue on the masturbation but no further from that" he said fine lets go to the sofa. He took me to the sofa and told me to strip, he wanted to see my body, i replied "fine i dont mind.