I kissed her again like crazy and cuddled on the sofa for a while. Reached for the legs and started sucking her toes and worked myself up through her ...highs and inner thighs. She started moaning madly. I went at a slow pace in her inner thighs to make her hotter.This made her so hot and horny, she started grabbing my hair tight and was trying to push towards her wet hairy pussy. I wanted to make her want for more. I worked slowly towards her perineum, she couldn’t resist before the whole room. A brush of a hand, a quiet kiss of a shoulder. These were the things that had led to my destruction. He finally met me eyes, and I felt my insides rip and part of me tumble out. There was pain in those eyes, and I knew the speech. I had it memorized. I closed my eyes, turning away, heading for the door. ‘Kate, please. Let me explain…’ ‘Explain what?’ Did I sound bitter? Probably, but I was proud that my voice stayed steady, not sign of how shaky I felt. His voice was strong and clear, no sign. After a few seconds, she picked herself up off of me and helped me up and back into the lounge chair.I looked over her at her in my sexually drunken state and said, "That was so good, but also so bad."She just smiled at me and leaned down and gave me a kiss on the lips.I was already close to dozing off as she slipped her cover up back on and picked up her phone and said, "I have to go make a phone call and use the restroom, I'll bring us down a few more drinks… be right back." Okay," quietly. I turned to find a heavy-set, dark skinned woman who looked both formidable and unhappy. I approached her and said, “I need to see a patient but my security card isn’t working.”She held out a hand and flicked her fingers in a ‘gimme’ gesture.I handed it over, expecting her to only look it over, but she turned to a computer and started typing.I glanced at Cassandra, expecting the nurse to make a phone call next.“I’m sorry,” the nurse said, “but you’re not in the system.” She turned and held out.