Helluva thing laws against suicide attempts. Yeah, I just wanted to get out of there and get home and cook me up some grub that didn’t taste like ho...pital healthy! He must have been reading my mind.“You hungry?” he said. I looked over at him. Rebecca intervened.“Daddy, can we go to Denny’s?” she said. She was looking at me when she said it. That made up my mind for me.“Okay, if your other dad’s got the cash. I’m a little short today,” I said.“I got it,” he said. “Denny’s it is.” Rebecca smiled.. .. I'm a reasonable man, usually,but there's only so much I can take before I snap. Today, I think, has beenproof enough of that. I don't know why I'm writing this down; if I'm caught,this is journal's going to be my passport to prison. I have to collect my thoughtssomehow, though. You can't write legibly if you're insane, can you? I could plead temporary insanity, of course, but there was too much time tothink. A lot of Katchen's suffering was pre-meditated, and I'm no idiot. Thatkind of. The clamps felt good as the chain pulled and swung. In the cage, my cock throbbed and swelled as much as the down curving steel cage allowed.15 mins. I sniffed some poppers to calm my nerves. It's always nerve-racking, meeting a top for he first time. He was new to the site, something I am always wary about especially when they have no verifications. His pic though had swayed me to take the leap. His cock looked impressive. Long and thick and hard.10 mins. Another sniff. It was only planned to. A week later, Laura was back. I asked her if she'd forgotten something and she said that she was there for the same reason as last time."Tammy Joe convinced you to try this again?" I asked."She didn't have to convince me," said Laura. "After I got to know you last week, I really like you. And I like the way you kiss." Where's Tammy Joe?" I asked her."She said she was going shopping," said Laura. "She says that she loves you too much to watch you the first few times. And that her being here.