There were two problems, first, I had Birgit, who I knew was my soulmate; second, I was only fifteen and wasn’t ready to make the kind of commitment...Becky wanted me to make, to anyone, even to your sister.”“If my sister was your soulmate, why wouldn’t you commit to her?”“It was Birgit that didn’t want me to. In her wisdom, she knew that it would be a mistake for us to make that kind of commitment when we were only fourteen or fifteen. And she was right. But Becky wanted it and manipulated me. I then proceed to take off my clothes and she does the same after we're completely turned on. She's ready and I slide on a rubber as she pulls the covers up. I simply ask her if she's sure. As she reply's that she's never been more sure of anything in her life. I slide in, it's so wet, and she lets out a gasp for air. Later I remark at how easy that first moment was. We ease into it at first, now my girlfriend was brought up not making much sounds when she masterbates, but this is different.. Then it came to her. Actually, that evening we both came to the same conclusion." What was that?" That the Navy was destroying our marriage. The next day I told the psychiatrist that I wanted out. I called Edith a few hours later and told her the good news." Then what happened?" We both cried for about an hour on the phone. It's hard to explain but emotions I never knew existed came out of nowhere. It was the most honest conversation I've ever had with Edith. By the end, it felt like this great. So i was compromised and got two beers and went to her home. We both started to drink. We chat a lot and the beer was completed then i got another one and had it by2 we were in full mood and felt different and enjoyed well. Suddenly i realized that she was lying on me i got courage and kissed on her lips she too cooperated and had a kiss for 5min then she smiled and said nothing i then started to kiss her cheeks and neck. I noticed she was not wearing anything inside her t shirt her nipples.