"Please, Magda. There's noway you can..."My words were cut off by the closing of the door. I stumbled down the halland out of the building. Outside...I immediately started to notice men andthink of them exclusively in sexual terms. Even women were appealing. ButI intuited that male contact would do a better job of assuaging my newwants. I got inside my dorm room. stripped off everything, and hastilychanged into snug satin panties, a belly shirt, and shiny stockings. Justthe act of putting. Sometime in the vicinity of six, we heard the dinner bell so we all hiked up to the dining hall. I had read a story by an author named Stepdad titled Cheerleader Camp that gave me some ideas so I had our squad line up as we marched to the mess hall singing our school song. Dinner was pretty good for mess hall food. My dad had told me about his Army mess hall experiences and I was apprehensive but, this was ok. The head counselor greeted everybody and made some announcements. She also included. What will I ever do without you?" She was sobbing now.I ran my hand over her head. "I will come to see you often mom." Really? You promise?" Yes mom." Thank you baby!" and she crushed me with all her might, her boobs mashed against my chest, her lips kissing my neck.The first three months with Sarah were a bliss. We couldn't stop having sex. The first argument we had was when she told me she had a new opportunity 300 miles away. We had a fight and then we made up with lot of sex. I knew it was. I was with another boy, but Blake, he was mine, always tied to me like I was him… wasn’t he? I felt like a hypocrite, like I was cheated on. Fucking Michelle. I hated her with such a passion that the first time I saw her, at our graduation, all dressed up in her purple and black princess dress with a tiny silver crown on her head, I wanted to rip her perfect honey curls out of her skull. But now, he’s mine again, so, Haha Michelle, Haha. Part IV: Every time I had been over at his house or.