I wanted him to feel how hurt the person you love can make you, and I wanted him to suffer.About an hour after the calls stopped, another ringtone pla...ed, and I answered it reluctantly, "Hello?'"Hey, girl. Did I catch you at a bad time?" the voice of my cousin Bobby shook me out of my funk."No, I was just about to watch T.V. What's up?" I said, trying my best to mask my nasal voice"Don't give me that bullshit, Kiera. Why were you crying?"Shit. I'm busted."What? Boy, you're crazy. I wasn't. It was a kind of competition I had going with myself.The goal on these two day forays was to leave with three hundred dollars, in cash, pay all of my travel and other expenses from this amount, while still managing to return home with at least six hundred dollars in my pocket, all as a direct result of the profits I made from products I'd find to buy and sell on the way.As a general rule, I seldom had any problems with reaching my goal. Sometimes, I'd need to fudge things a little, by staying. I was pleasantly surprised to find that she was very experienced in bed, and after being together for a while she told me that she first had sex at 14, and had slept with "lots" of boys before she was 16. She also admitted that she had been seeing a married guy in his 30's for quite some time, and having regular sex with him in his car. The thought of her being fucked by this older married man excited me, it turned me on, which I really couldn't understand. But it did, and Sandra could see I. I did not want nor would I put up with any shenanigans between the sexes; we simply had too much to do for that.The alarm clock had to ring to get me out of bed; I had set it for 6. A quick shower and better clothes today - I chose a new 300 dollar pant suit - the high price stuff was for official functions. A little makeup and my hair in a pony tail was it today.I smelled coffee and food as soon as I opened the door. I hit the coffee pot first then the food line; bacon, eggs, sausage and a.