I left the hospital as a 130 pound sorry excuse as a human, No ambition, no drive and no desire, Disability retirement from the Army and I just turned...twenty years old. It was 1973. I never went back home, The ticket they gave was good to Amarillo. I had to change planes in Los Angles … I went no further. My parents had lived in the Palo Dura country near Amarillo Texas, they both died two years ago there was nothing for me there. I gave my boarding pass to a Sailor flying standby he had. So I continued. “I get wet watching Beverly and Cathy changing and I have to rub my clit or go crazy.’ I laid down beside her and said, “Shell if you want to I won’t stop you.”“You are going to let me do anything I want?” She asked, a smile creeping across her face.“If you are gay, then I want to be your lover.” I told her.She got up on her knees and put her lips to mine. Her kiss was as passionate as any I had received from guys. I opened my mouth to her and her tongue invaded. I sucked on. Darlene came over that Wednesday.I was in my swim suit out in the wading pool cooling off. Steph and Darlene came out in their bikinis. Once again they spread their blanket and towels in the sun. Once again I was drafted to put lotion on them. I made a point of dripping on them so they would roll over and I could see their tits -- not that I wouldn't have anyway. It was all fun.I dried off and went in the house to get out of my wet suit. I was hanging it to dry in the bathroom when Darlene came. She and her mom arrived around 2:30pm. They’d only stay for an hour and a half, because Mrs. Blanchard wanted to be home before her husband arrived home. I was happy that Kara was here, and Kara was happy that she could be with our friends. She hadn’t seen most of them for some time because her dad had grounded her. Kara spent time talking to Bethany, Joyce, and Stephanie. Her mom talked to several of my friends and I felt good about that.Pete and Ed fired up the grill around 3:30pm and started.