Wo exam dene exam k 1 din pehle aayi mai usse station pe lene gaya tha aate waqt bike pe usne mujhe bahut pyar kiya aur mere pant par se lund ko touch...kar boli tadap gyi hu isse andar lene k liye. maine kaha haa kal paper ho jaye fir monday ko hotel me jaake bhot sex krenge.Wo boli wo sab thik hai par aaj apke ghar par bhi chance mile to uppar uppar thoda bahut kar lenge hum. maine kaha thik hai. sahi me mujhse jyada wo chudne k liye betab thi dosto. hum kabhi baar sms (mobile) sex kar chuke. But she did. I didn’t verbalize it at the time, but I was submitting to her. I was giving her written record of my secret fantasies since childhood. I told her of my desires for my stepsister. I told her about my collection of sex toys. I wrote about my obsession with autofellatio and even demonstrated it for her. I was giving her ammunition. I was giving her a written account of my darkest secrets, things I never wanted anyone else to know. I believed I was offering intimacy through full. “Evie...” she said. “She doesn’t know what makes you tick, can’t figure out why you are the way you are, and hasn’t decided if you are attractive to her, or not. If you are careful, I think she would enjoy a night alone with you as much as I do.”I wasn’t hurt, just puzzled. Why would Deirdre want me to pursue other women? If I was only the second boy she’d ever slept with, why wouldn’t she be more selfish with me? My face must have given me away, because she quickly explained. “Terry you are. "That good, huh?"I stood up. "No, no, it… wasn't at all. Look, I'm going back to bed…" I opened the door and started down the hall. The light went out behind me.I turned into my room."He didn't hurt you, did he?"I whipped around. Sandy stood in my doorway."Cause if he did, he's going to be one sorry son-of-a-bitch."I sat down on my bed. "No, it… It wasn't like that." I sighed and looked down at my hands.Sandy walked over to the bed and sat beside me, then took my hands."Look, if you need to.