Not sure what to say or how to express this...not sure about anything except i need You close for a while yet. So i don’t say anything, rather just ...nch closer so i’m right up against You. Even though You’re on Your side, just the heat of our bodies - spent, still breathing hard, still with a little sheen of sweat – has a powerful impact. i am already coming back to earth and feeling very contented, but You’ve picked up on my need. You smile, reach down for a long kiss, and slide Your arm under. I pulled myself away from him. Straight away I’m thinking: oh fuck. What have I done? Why did I go and do that? This could be the end of our beautiful friendship now. This changes everything. I couldn’t look my mate in the face. I just stood there looking at the ground. “There. I’ve done it now. Now you know how I feel about you.” I wouldn’t have done it if I was sober and now I wish I hadn’t done it. I waited for him to say something. He didn’t say nothing. I thought: fuck, that’s it. I’ve. Lydia had always harboured a fantasy that she might be able to tame him, but in truth was happy that he had settled down and got on with his life.She told Ezra that the very bruised Dave had been around to see her the day after Ezra had had his chat with him, with a big bouquet of flowers and begged for forgiveness which she had eventually given him. Ezra scanned her face for a hint of any trouble but Lydia was a good actress and the fact that her boyfriend had got upset when he discovered she. "By the time he got back into the guest bedroom, Jill was sitting on the edge of the bed talking to Gail and Peter, who had his arm around Gail, fondling her breast and she seemed happy, but she quickly looked up at him expectantly as he came in to the room."All fixed, same time tomorrow we fly out so we have all day to bludge and do whatever else we want" Dave told them, smiling at Gail's enthusiastic reaction."That sounds good. So why don't you take me into the other guest bedroom, Dave, and.