Anyways . . . thank God for a wife that understands that my sexuality is opening up and it isn’t fair that I should close all my doors while she is ...rying different methods of gaining her own libido back. This period of denial wasn’t working well for me however while I was trying different methods of meeting new friends. I tried different sight as well as SLS, single man on man encounters where a guy who looks like a man in lingerie is in demand are really not that common. So one day my urges. By the third week, devilish thoughts started tempting me to try a little masturbation but I was disciplined and managed to refrain.After four weeks, I still hadn't touched myself except to wash and make sure the area was kept clean. Wow, four weeks and I hadn't had any sex at all! I sure sucked a lot of cock though. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love sucking cock and by the end of the eighth week, I sucked so much cock and swallowed so much cum I started to love it even more. I found myself. Smith picked up the strap and came over. She gripped my cock before pulling down the foreskin to expose the head. Juices were running freely by now.Rosie watched in awe as she began, ‘whack, ‘whack’, ‘whack’, ‘whack, ‘whack’, ‘whack’ and I groaned in a mixture of ecstasy and pain.Rosie’s eyes were on stalks as she watched my rigid member swing from side to side as each stroke hit home.’Whack,’ one very painful stroke near my balls and I put my hands over my cock.“An extra stroke for trying to. .”“But we both know it would mean more than that.”“And what if I’ve changed my mind? What if I’ve decided we can work on being platonic friends again after I’ve found myself a new boyfriend who can scratch these itches for me?” Two steps up the stairs, DJ turned around to face me as she reached down and pulled her sports bra up and over her head with a fluid crossover motion. Her big beautiful breasts bounced free and settled into perfectly shaped firm teardrops high on her chest, hard pink.