Undeterred, I kept up with my regimen, relaxing my asshole in the shower, controlling my breathing. I changed my diet and cleaned out my bowels. I sta...ted training myself with a small butt-plug, then a gradually larger one, getting comfortable with the sensation of my ass being full and stretched out. Plagued with doubt and insecurity, I nevertheless kept up with it, religiously checking Squirt looking for Mike, hoping I’d be ready when I finally ran into him. A month went by and with it, away. " Please fuck me, mistress," I found myself saying, almost before Irealised it."Ha ha," she laughed. "You are quite the eager slave, begging for yourstepmum's cock. How does it feel, letting a girl use your ass like this?Being taken by her cock, so much bigger and thicker than yours?" Oh God, I want it, mistress, I want it now," I really was begging now,"I want you to pop my cherry, I want to feel your cock up inside my ass.I want to be your slutty bitch. Fuck me like you fuck my daddy." Well,. All I had to do was figure out where I wantedeverything to go when it got there.On the way to The Brookfields, that Sunday afternoon, we dropped off allof my men's clothing at a charity bin. I guess I'd made my decision atthat point, but I refused to confirm anything until at least Mondaynight. I don't know why. I guess I just wanted to stick to my guns untilI was ready.That first night in the new house was very romantic. We didn't have anyplates or silverware, so we had to get take out and ate. Tara obviously half wanted to go to this party – it wasn’t just Laura making her do it. If Tara was so desperate not to go, she would’ve figured out some way to avoid it. I had no idea why she would want to go. Maybe she was curious about what a high school party would be like. She was also nervous about going. Of course, being pressured into having sex was the obvious problem for her, but also she wasn’t comfortable about outright lying to The Parents. She was also being torn between me and.