"Too many of our people feel thenegative auras thrust on them by others. Instead we need to feel thepositive auras of Manitou, the animals, and the pl...nts -- the wholeearth that we are a part of. When we do that we don't do terriblethings like suicides." I ... I was ..." Carla choked up trying to tell River that she hadbeen trying to do just such a thing yesterday. River stepped forwardand embraced the girl, who immediately calmed in the rivertalker'sgrasp."I know dear," she said. "You don't. Unki umar 55 plus hai.Sir ke baal safed ho chuke hai aur sharir bhi normal hi hai. Dikhne mein theek thaak lagte hai. Dada ji ghar par hi rehte hai. Aur har mahine unki pension aati hai.Isiliye khud ke khane peene ka bhi pura khayal rakhte hai. Dada ji mujhe bohut pyaar karte hai. Aur main bhi unke sath kafi time betata hu. Yaha tak ki mera mobile bhi mujhe dada ji ne dilaya hai.Main unke sath bahar bhi ghumne jata rehta hu. Jab bhi main aur dada ji park mein ghumne jate the. Tab main hamesha. I just realized why Tanner invited Randy to the party, why Tanner sucked him off, everything....and the one thing that went through my mind, was that if I don't swallow that monster, that whole thing will rip my ass hole in two!! I felt both a wave of pleasure, and a wave of fear. As I leaned in for the 'kill', Randy grabs the back of my head, and shoves me down onto his cock. He was treating me like his bitch!! This pissed me off, so I grabbed his balls, and squeezed so hard, Randy. ." you finally blurt out."Well then?" I say still smiling, my hand toying with my wine glass.."I... I'm really a boy," you stammer, face beet red, flicking your gazeaway, head down, staring at the table. I swear I can see a tear formingon your cheek."I know," I reply simply, casually."What!" Your head snaps up, your eyes stare straight back into mine, onehand lying limply on the table, the other up to cover your mouth."I've always known," I reply softly, my hand moving to gently graspyours."I'm.